Drama. That seems to be the hot trend. Well, at least in some people's lives. And I'll never understand. Not for the life of me. It is like a never ending parasitic feeding frenzy that absolutely destroys. Stress levels soar. Nerves are shot. It's a killer, really. There is nothing beautiful to be found in the aftermath that drama leaves. Not even a microscopic trace. Yet, people still want it. They thrive off of it. They will go to the ends of the earth just to start it with some sort of petty statement they have fabricated in their sick, little mind. They will try to destroy anything AND everything around them. I often ask myself, "Why?"
I may never know the real answer, but I do know that they can't know what happiness is. There is no possible way they could have a hint what love is. Peace? They know nothing of the sort. These, leeches, only know drama, stress, chaos, and all that ensues. Since they are not happy, they can't stand the fact that anyone else is happy. They will suck the joy out of everyone around them and destroy any chance of achieving that emotion, around them or away from them. Love is something that only know the opposite of. Love isn't destroying all who are around you. Love isn't throwing rocks to shatter other's dreams because you can't dream yourself. The reason they can't dream is their mind is too busy fabricating statements to make themselves feel better or to attempt to destroy someone else. Peace is a ghost. How could there possibly be peace inside a mind of corruption, deception, lies, and hatred?
I am thankful this isn't my life. While there those who will try to destroy me with the fabricated statements of their sick fantasy world, I'll stand tall. I will not fight the same battle as them. Jennifer and I have created a wonderful thing. This marriage is...... strong. I can lean on her and she can lean on me. We will withstand the nonsense. Good will prevail. God will prevail.
I do sometimes wonder, when will they realize that the life they live, while trying to destroy everything around them, they are, in reality, destroying themselves? The haunting of all of the lies, all the deception, all the drama and stress, will eat away at you like vultures on a decaying carcass. And it won't stop until there's nothing left to pick apart.